Frozen

Surrounded by four walls
A room
 
I look down to hide my face it feels like it’s too soon
 
People of all ages
Rummaging for the sale
 
I close my eyes to refocus
But it`s hard to tell
 
Different voices fill the room
All speaking their own language
 
I take a deep breath
 
I`m ready
 
I open my eyes to face the reality
I`m lost in the sea of people and I cannot get out I`m in agony
 
I`m staring at a jacket
Not moving a bit
 
My mind is racing, it took the hit
 
No one knows the confusion is real
They just think it’s no big deal
 
My body is frozen my mind awake
I remind myself that there is a gate
 
I take a deep breath and remember
 
I am not the hate